Night Terror

I had a ghastly nightmare..

I had killed someone and I couldn’t stop myself from doing so..

As the nightmare progressed, I realized I was in a war– a war that didn’t care what the people on the other side felt like.

A war much like every other war.

The nightmare continued and I had to run away from the people who frowned upon killing.

The people who tried their best to love in a seemingly loveless world.

I had to run away from myself.

What do you do when your biggest enemy is your desire?

Love,
J.Schay

26 Aug This entry was written by James Schay, posted on August 26, 2009 at 11:58 am, filed under Stories and tagged blood, desire, killing, murder, nightmare, sketch, war. Bookmark the permalink. Follow any comments here with the RSS feed for this post. Post a comment or leave a trackback: Trackback URL. View EXIF Data

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Shane Thomas Finn

Posted August 31, 2009 at 1:12 pm | #

Our desires are always our enemies when they disagree with those of the Father; that is, if we are trying to live as He made us to live. I would propose that the best way to defeat such desires is to distance oneself from them as much as possible. I think that involves keeping focus on God in fasting and prayer, refusing to indulge or place oneself in situations that amplify that desire’s strength.
wallmart

Posted October 20, 2009 at 10:04 pm | #

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macafee

Posted October 21, 2009 at 12:36 pm | #

Did you know that everything that you said mozhent be used against some people?

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